Lick the Floor

Sleep

2010-02-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after visiting met Dorisa at AMK with Richard at K Pool. Muthu was also there and we planned to go V2 after thinking, V2 is quite a distance from my place. Therefore we decided to cab to V3 instead. :)

After V3 went to 12 Element to drink. But Muthu and his girlfriend left early so there was only Dorisa, John and Justin, called Weihua and Desmond to come down. Wanted to actually eat so much but when I reached MAC I lost my appetite.

John and Justin then left for home when Weihua and Des came down. Sat at the 2nd floor instead because the 3rd and the 1st was abit pack. 2 bottles and just the 4 of us. LOL! Sofa seat with Richard because he came down with Lex!!

Around 6.30am left for home. Dorisa went back with Richard and Lex. While Weihua and Des came to my crib but I don't feel like sleeping therefore rise the idea of going over to Richard's crib to look for them.

Cab down to AMK and headed to Richard's crib he and Lex both didn't go for work today. :O Aftermath, slept for awhile and went to AMK Central with them for lunch at POPEYES. Richard and Lex then headed to the polyclinic while we went K POOL.

Billard with Des and I lose 3 pointz. :( Right. Bye. I. Still. Feel. So. Sleepy. Upon. Waking. Up.

12 Elements

2010-02-15T15:09:00.005+08:00

Ok. Last night met Dorisa 10.30pm at Clementi MRT then we train down to Plaza Singapura together. Jeth was waiting for his friends so we accompanied Richard and Lex to MAC for dinner first then headed to Concord Hotel, Studio 69.

They were waiting for their friend, Joey. Aftermath changed plans as Studio 69's sofa seat was occupid. :( Cab to Boatquay instead. 12 Elements, then met Jeth there. We were on the third floor while he was on the first. :\

LOL, Ernest Yeo and Gordon Chen. (Y)

IMBA I know!

Was kind of amazed that Ernest text me. LOL. Because we haven't been in contact for quite sometime. Some problems later then, but they insisted on finish drinking before leaving but Dorisa and I didn't want to, so we stayed down for prata!!

Roughly 4am or so cab to Hougang to look for Ernest. Richard and Lex then met us there. Stayed til around 7am cab to Admiralty. Slept for awhile at Dorisa's crib. Roughly 1.30pm cab to Marsling. And I am still here. Fugging sleepy.

Back from CNY

2010-02-14T21:09:00.006+08:00

Ok. Mom woke me up around 11.30 this morning to bathe comp while waiting for brother and updated lickthewall. :) Left home around 1.30pm to Tampines as usual red packets, food, tidbits and gambled.

Won quite alot then they didn't want to play anymore. LOL!

IMBA + RETARDED!

Around 8pm left for home. As brother has his last minute plans for movie with his friends. Therefore came back home. And I planned for last minute drinking with Jeth, Dorisa might be coming too. If only Dexter is here, he will tell me what to do.

I am lost right now. :( Dexter went to Malaysia for his valentines and will only be back on Tuesday. All my listening ears are walking out upon me. FML. OWNED.

This was taken at Red Affairs on 12th Feb @ The F1 Pit Building! (Y)

All Red Affairs

2010-02-13T09:43:00.000+08:00

YEAH! Thank you friends for attending yesterday's All Red Affairs and make it successfully free fightz. Hope you enjoy! Coming up, ROMP V at Zirca and Rebel on the 15 March, contact me at pforpearlyn@live.com for details! :)

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Yesterday, woke up at roughly 3pm by Jiali's call, comp and bathe then left Dorisa's crib as I was stayed over. Train home around 5pm then around 8pm left for Aljunied, for dinner with different people. ^^ Left at 9.45pm with Sylvien and Cyndi.

Cab and dropped Cyndi off at Clarke Quay then head off to Pit Building for the event! Was real busy first aftermath fine. And last night was sure a successful night! Looking forward to ROMP V! And lastly, Happy Chinese New Year and, Valentines' Day. (Y)

2010-02-10T03:38:00.002+08:00

Overdue picture from Alvin! (Y)

Can't imagine up til now, I still think of you. It's so difficult being myself. Can I like, be someone else?

KK Hospital

2010-02-09T09:39:00.002+08:00

Woke up in the noon roughly around 2.30pm. Around 3pm Jiali called and said Janice admitted the hospital and we're going to visit here. So I agreed to meet her 4pm at BL MRT but mom came back and asked to help her with stuffz. Therefore I was late.

Reached them at 4.30pm. :/ Train to Bugis then took the shuttle bus there to KK Women's Hospital. Searched for Janice high and low and finally met her at 7eleven. Stayed with her til 7.30pm then headed off to Bugis with Weiting and her boyfriend along too.

They headed back while I stayed around Bugis. I feel sick sleeping after hours, no idea how come. Left for home early cause I don't feel like staying outside. Ya, indeed surprising. :O Got home called Dexter. Seriously I needed someone to talk to.

Right. Might be out drinking with Dorisa real soon, I hope I can't tolerate anymore. This feeling inside me is annoying me. I don't know what it actually want from me either. Please! I can't stand this anymore. It's either you just leave me alone or just stop triggering me. :(

Spam with Darling

2010-02-08T11:59:00.007+08:00

Home from AMK. Woke up as early as 10 in the morning and I slept as late as 5am as I was on the phone with Timon listening to how his kitten purrs. LOL!! Around 12 Tofu MSN me to go down to AMK and Timon calle too, bathe and headed down to meet them at KPool.

Played from 2 - 4pm then off to VLand. I tell you, the cooler there is damn damn damn amazing! It makes me feel like as if I'm in Genting's Outdoor TP breathing in the cold air and clouds. Hmm. Thinking back now, it has been 3 months already since I last been to Genting. But back to it, I am tired of travelling overseas. Boring..

Waited for Muthu and Alvin to come. Met Dorisa, and picture spam with her in the toilet. :)

No doubt! This is my Darling. :)

Pool again when Alvin reached have totally no form, we all don't feel like playing at all. No idea why, just paranoid somehow, suddenly. Off to S11 for dinner, then to KPool again to catch up with Sylvien and Zhonglian. Tell you what, while we were on our way there Tofu said something very funny, I swear!

Tofu: 姐姐你可以帮我吗?
Nyl: Huh?
(Alvin was hugging him)
Tofu: 我不认识这个男的他叫我跟他回家..
Nyl: LMAO + ROFL + LOL!!!!!!
Tofu: 他说给他两毛.

SOT. Right, facebook with Dorisa Darling while I was on the way back home as she's using BB therefore, it's easy for to get connected online. OMG, I am thinking what am I to do without this Data Plan thingz. :O

It ends tonight

2010-02-08T05:16:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Allan Jeremy Lee and The Project Smiles 100. :)
P/S this is an overdue image.
P/P/S it is taken for the project purpose only.

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Honestly I am starting to feel abit of regret for what have happened. But it already happened like I said, so no point thinking back because time don't reverse for me.

It start out easy. When it actually started to get more and more challenging I can't get hold of it I have no idea why. But this is the feeling I once had. I was first amazed by you, seriously.

I don't know why, but you gave me that feeling that you are not merely a passerby but the feeling that, I can't describe. But it shuted off soon. Like I said.

I wanted to let you know. Because some told me Ego and she told me Pride. I've no idea what got into me, but this is sure tough. Maybe everyone was right, Karma is coming back to me.

Karma is playing a fool out of me for what I've once done. Times were quick, it was only a short while. But again, please! if what you said wasn't true, let me get over you once and for all. I don't want this drag. :')

MY IPHONE DIED ON ME. :(

2010-02-08T04:43:00.001+08:00

OWNAGE

2010-02-07T23:26:00.003+08:00

Woke up around 11 in the morning then called Cynthia, well as usual we started gossiping through the phone. Again and again she tried to convince me that he is just a passerby like any other. I did something very stupid after she hung up. :'(

5pm off to AMK met Tofu, Alvin, Timon for pool. Well, I owned Tofu 2 - 1! So don't haolian ok, I still pwned you 9 balls. Tsk tsk, you still have room for improvement, BOY. HAHA. So did the both. Aftermath, headed off to TPY met mom then dad drove us to Chinatown.

I can say and I can swear I felt no CNY mood there. Its was so quiet, seriously, quiet. First time ever, but I already head more than five claiming that they don't feel CNY mood this year, well me too. I have no idea why either.

I bought 4 tops and one of my favourite usual vest. :) Ogay, I am married to Cynthia on facebook if you all realised. Now, off to MSN with her. Bye people! I would have to count sheeps again tonight. :( I kept having insomnia these few nightz.

"I've no idea why, but you make me feel like how my ex did. I still don't know why, there is no way for me to tell myself you are merely just a passerby just like any other guys. They say, I can if I want maybe, I don't want. But if what you say ain't true, please let me get over you. Because for so long I came alone. I hope I can cope this alone".

Happy birthday Gordon!

2010-02-07T01:06:00.004+08:00

Finally 17! Hope you enjoy your birthday ah! (^)

Gordon: Who you ah?
Pearlyn: Urghhhh! Pearlyn la, you've been calling so many times asking the same question.
Gordon: Oh? Ok.., by the way, which Pearlyn ah?
Pearlyn: Er... Hmm.
Gordon: Oh ok! I know already! Thanks ah.
Pearlyn: Haha, ok.
Gordon: Alright, love you. Bye bye. :>

LOL!!!!! This is what you always get when you don't save you phone numbers.

Back to the start

2010-02-06T20:45:00.003+08:00

Morning woke up at 9.30am bathe and prepared to head to aunt's crib. Left home around 10.30am. Got there around 11am, mahjong til 4pm.... I lost all the way. :( Because I have to idea why my concentration is just not there. Half of the time I was on the phone with Cynthia.

Then headed to IKEA at Elias area off to Giant to get my potato chips and guess what I was on the phone again with Cyn. Dad drove us back to aunt's for dinner therefore I gave meeting Kai at Spin a miss. :(

Around 8.30pm headed home.

Should. I. Call. And. Make. Things. Clear? Or. Leave. It. To. Be. Like. How. It. Is. Right. Now. :(

Contridictions and confusing...

Back at Reality

2010-02-06T00:29:00.006+08:00

Home ya, home. Ernest asked me to go over to his crib in the morning but I gave that a miss because, I couldn't wake up and mom didn't gave me money! WTF. Therefore, he went to get his tattoo done first.

I met Cynthia at Admiralty station, planned to guitar with Yuxuan but she has school. Guess who I saw! Wenjie, OMG he didn't changed abit :/ perhaps that is the reason why I could recognise him.. :)

My Bestfriend, My Baby. (Y)

Train to AMK with Cyn, walked around AMK Hub as she wanted to get clothings for I don't know what reason but too sad, nothing at all caught our eyes. Alright, maybe we're like abit too fussy. But, who doesn't love the MOST BEAUTIFUL CLOTHINGS?!?!

Imagine 4 hours walking around AMK Hub plus we already had our lunch settled. Ate abit at S11 and I almost lost my phone there. I left it on the table and then happily walked off with her, walked back only when I realised my phone was missing. LOL!!

The both of us were already losing our patience because he seemed to be taking forever, he finally finished at 8pm. But Cyn was very pissed off with (YKW) and left for Admiralty hurrily and (YKW) left without letting her know first. WTF?!

Ernest left for home around 10pm while I cab to Cineleisure to catch up with Dexter and cab to Bugis, pool again. Now I know Dexter suck at 9 ballz. HAHAHA, I won him countless times. Then around 12, cab home alone.

AND I AM CURRENTLY ON THE PHONE WITH CYNTHIA WI. Gossiping.. Haha.

Late Thursday

2010-02-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 2.30pm and realised my phone wasn't charged last night. Dorisa text me and we made things up! Honestly, why are Sisters if we don't quarrel but well, after so many years and after to many things, this is the first time we quarrelled in 3years or was it 4. But I love you.

My hair screwed this.

Right. Left home with mom around 5pm to Bugis, dad drove us there and the carpark at 269 was full :( I was starving but when he actually found a carpark lot, I don't feel like eating anymore. Bought new iPhone silicon case with the devil behind! Zxzxz.

Chanced upon Dexter and his friend. :) He couldn't recognise me, OMG. Right, caught up a little then off with mom to street, bought top and bottom then went to Rochor Hawker Centre for claypot rice. Then she headed home with dad awhile I hung around with Dexter.

Pool alittle (but Dexter owes me lunch to keep this a secret!), left after afew rounds, went to BB then to MOS aftermath Junction > Street, he bought tee from 2nd Edition and Messy, then waited for Richard and Jerald. Off home after that!

Studio 69!

2010-02-04T03:18:00.004+08:00

I just came back from Studio 69 with Deny and friends. Alright, although there ain't much fun, but Deny lose freaking lot rounds of five-ten to me. LOL! Then, pool there, but it was always "Aiya! I lost the 8 ball to him..." but, it was seriously so close.

Bestfriend! Since secondary school. :D

Before that I met Jiawei at Jurong Point around 3pm. Then left for home to get Ernest clothes at 5pm then off to AMK to look for him then train to Bugis for pool with the usual and I can tell you, Jeremy really suck at pool.

Lim Kia Wee. :O

Ok. I am far to catch up with Kiawee. :( He never loses the game. Foosball with them, I am always to freakin tempted to pick the ball with my fingers. HAHA, around 10.30pm to Street met Deny and he suggested Studio 69! :B

Fred Perry again

2010-02-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

Was at home all they way til 7pm when Richard finally called, hope to meet him 7.30pm at ION Orchard but, you guessed, I am again late got there at 7.30pm met him and his friend at the station exit. :\

When I reached they already finished walking the whole of ION and S313. Power TTM and they are carrying bags from ZARA. Wow, how fastttttttttt, then headed to Fred Perry to look for my tee but the one at ION doesn't have my preferred. So walked over to Cineleisure.

Got my FP and obviously Richard cannot resist the temptations of the very seductive tee he got his there too! Aftermath went to Minitoon to fool around then off to S313 and train to Bugis at 9pm. They went to Flexor and I headed to Fusion with the usuals.

These were taken on the way to Bugis!

Richard, you really sucked at photo taking! :'(

1. The train was empty, 2. I paid the adult fare! Ok.

World's childish act! HAHA. \.ll/

Til 10.40pm back to Street headed off with Wangzi and his friend, they alighted at Cityhall as usual and I continued the journey back.

Guess who called me, Deny :O supposed to drink with him at ECP but look at the time niaoz, 11.45pm. No more transport! Fiakz, I hate it when this happens. Ernest was supposed to call me when I'm on the way home, but I am already home and bathed. Guess what, he is still outside. C'on drag me to hell.

Stomp.com.sg

2010-02-02T16:19:00.004+08:00

Ok, I admit view Stomp.com.sg very often but that doesn't mean I'm kaypo! See what I have bring up for you, readers. I'm glad I am not a poly student because it's such-a disgrace if I'm one myself!

Her breast are not even attractive. OMGZ. Somebody do something please.. And thank Jeremy for the uncensored pictures. Also view this: http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/3552/4132/284124! Bragging about her sex life with people that she doesn't know. I was amazed! HAHA. Smell sarcasticism..?

Disappointed again

2010-02-01T00:35:00.001+08:00

First, now I realise not only guys feel that 'Promises are meant to be broken' so do girls, Dorisa, once it happened, now twice. Never mind, I guess this is it. I am really very tired these few days, I think we won't get to meet already. It doesn't matter whether you call me or not, honestly, after today, I feel neutral towards the stupid word, 'Sister'. It's over, all the best! :)

I LOVE DORISA LIM!

Kay, mom woke me up through phone as she has taken half-day off from work. So she wanted to meet me at Bugis at 1pm but I left home at 1.30pm, cool? Hmm, text Ernest because he insist. ROFL! Walked all over Bugis Street and got 3 tops 2 bottoms for bro. My turn soon... I want my FP.

Roughly 3pm dad came to fetch us, mom was going for her check up at NUH so I headed to Yishun to meet Ernest because he insist (2). Walked around North Point and that gave me an idea to call Yishiuan! Met her awhile at Starbucks then went off because he insist (3). :O

I 851 to Bugis again, and he left for home. :)
Went to look for Richard then accompanied him to buy this dinner and have to accompany him to town to get his clothings tomorrow. Have to also meet Ernest at Tamp after his school. OMGZ.

OWNED. PEARLYN OWNED.

Finally end of Jan (Y)

2010-01-31T00:25:00.005+08:00

Got up at 10 in the morning because I was to head town with Ernest, Richard's friend. Left home at 11.30am and reached there at 12.30pm, sorry I didn't mean to be late and let you wait for that long. Ok, we were supposed to meet at 12pm. :\

Lunch at FEP first then headed over to Somerset 313, because I have not been to 313 LOL. Walked around Zara. > ION Orchard > Cineleisure, Fred Perry OMG I love that particular tee! Set my eye on it already. > Wisma, sat at Food Republic and the drinks there are crazily expensive, right, abit exaggerating.

Aftermath walked over to FEP again 132 to AMK, K Pool there then walked around AMK hub had dinner settled at S11 then trained home, long time ever since I took the NS line back home. But from AMK I can only say it's really far. Hmm. (N)

Happy birthday Black!

2010-01-30T01:06:00.008+08:00

> (^) Happy 16th and hope you enjoy your long waited birthday!!

Mom woke me up in the morning around 9am and I couldn't get back to sleep. ^^

This is what happen to your eyelashes if your fringe screw them up!

Comp til noon then mom suggested that we go to IMM because she wanted to get her leggings for her Dinner and Dance but after awhile she changed her mind, went Jurong Point instead, the very boring place to shop.

Cotton on to get her leggings I fancy nothing there, walked around and I got 2 pairs of loafers, one is grey and the other in black. Aftermath, I got so attracted by the accesories sold at Xcraft. Then Minitoons and had LJS for lunch. Bought Nasi Lemak for bro and waited for Dad to fetch us.

Went Gek Poh, they queued for 4D while I waited. Seriously retarded, the queue was ridiculously long. Then left for home, 7pm headed off for Bugis, met the usuals then went to Fusion2 pool and then Stanley came.

Shop aimlesslyaround Iluma with Stanley and Timo. Jk called, headed to Junction to meet him and friend. They then went off to Raffles in awhile, while me and Stan went to Street got my stuff then back to Fusion2. :)

Ahdan came, Jk and co came shortly, stayed with them til 11.30pm R called me, he was with his friend, then cab together, they dropped me off at Orchard, Pacific hotel and headed home while I caught up with mom and waited for dad to fetch us home.

Not me

2010-01-30T00:52:00.004+08:00

1am and I just got home. Woke up as early as 7.30am in the morning to Facebook!! Yes, new craze I guess. I thought I didn't like facebook but I am totally into it now, how come? :O Went back to sleep around 12pm and woke up at 3.30pm facebook and figit around with twitter.

And y'know what, it seriously pissed me off. How troublesome. I regret going back to twitter but again, I don't think I am because Justin Bieber is on twitter! Hot, he is hot real hot. I can't find any other word to describe. First and only that I am so into. Omfgz.

Called Kiawee at 6pm, I supposed and went headed off for Bugis roughly 7pm reached there at 8pm. Look for the usuals then to Fusion2 for pool. Around 10pm went to BB for dinner because I was famished. Accompanied them to wait for Junkai and Junwei, they went 32 to Zirca.

I went to back to Street. Eugene drove us back! :) The above pictures..., thanks to Benny then!

Die M'fucker Die!

2010-01-29T02:22:00.000+08:00

I tell you once, twice, even a hundred times but this just won't get into you. I never wanted to hate you, but you made me do this, and now I fucking hate you from the bottom of my bloody cold heart. Get a life. You are worst than me. I am telling you.

I told myself times, times, times and times that I don't want to get angry over you because it's useless but you never leave me alone. You know I am already on the verge to let out my anger but you still pull my trigger. Thank yourself for what have happen.

Don't blame me, blame yourself for what took place. I think I rather thank all my friends than you, that I am like this today. I am no longer that Me, you think you can fool and fuck with. But yet you are still that Bitch that I knew from the start. Grow up? Look whose talking.

You, yourself don't know what is wrong and right, who the fuck you think you are to lecture me and tell me what to do? Me, hopeless? Come on, this is a tit for a tat, Kid. And yes, it takes a Kid to know a Kid. If I am one, you are too. You are the first or no, the only Bitch whom make the realise I was a Loser for loving you.

Now you are just an Imp in my Evil eye. And I hope you grow with your brain and not your dick.

2010-01-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

I hate these people from the bottom of my heart, and someone there taught me that it is not wrong to expose someone's identity as long as, they didn't say it was wrong and I am not supposed to do it at the first place. :)

Identity exposed:
90525944 F, 98804346 B, 83829626 N! FUCK IT, FUCK THEM.
This is life, Come on this is life.

2010-01-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

Met Sayang at Boonlay mrt walked around Jurong Point then headed off to Vivo to catch up with Hilmi. It was a long journey compare to Hilmi's because he only need 7 stations in order to reach Habour Front cause he studies at Balestier Ite, secondary schoolmates. :)

Hmm. Walked around Vivo but honestly nothing caught my eye. Went to VivoMart with our hungry stomach and came out full. LOL!! Went to the rooftop and FTW with water. It was really a hot day today, the weather wasn't right at all.

Sat at the first floor waterfall and guess who we saw, Sg Idol > Tabita! And Hilmi's favourite actress from Suria channel, I guess? I some hot guys there but not as HOT as Justin Bieber. OMG, OWNED. Honestly, he is so cute!!

Sayang. LOL!!

Ok. Bear with this first, error upon upload. Fuck blogger. :(

And lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE 29 JAN M'FUCKERS!!

2010-01-27T05:08:00.002+08:00

Woke up as early as 8 in the morning bathe and went out with Mum and Dad to have breakfast. Aftermath headed to Ubi Ave 3, TPS for reporting and interview alone. Such-a long time I swear but I was on MSN with my iPhone with some very kind soul to entertain me.

R is a bastard. He overslept after promising me he would accompany me there. Fuck. Then went to Redhill for lunch with Dad, met Mum. Went to Chinatown > Clarke Quay > Cathy > Plaza Sing > Penisula. How cool. -.-

But still, I didn't buy anything. I think I liked that Keds shoes, maybe that Lacoste or hmm. I think that Vans perfect. See why I didn't get anything, I can't make up my mind. Shall shop again soon then. Alright might be meeting Kenneth on Friday! Omgz, I missed him dearly. :(

2010-01-25T23:50:00.001+08:00

I didn't realise I slept more then 12 hours til I woke up it was already dark. Guess I haven't been sleeping well lately. Shall post about yesterday?

Woke up at 2.30am as I slept my Saturday evening away. Msn and Facebook til it was finally morning. Mummy told me, we will be going to Bugis and I was planning to meet Stanley at Bugis! How coincidental.

I wanted to go to Queensway first but it's too damn far. So gave it a miss, bought 3 tops and 2 bottoms then went to look for Benny, Jaslin, Peiquan they're celebrating Josephine's birthday at night. And asked me along.

9.30pm met Stanley, Lendl, Kiawee and co, at Fusion. Til 10.30pm back to Bugis Street then headed off to TopOne KTV with them. Celebrated Josephine birthday there, and picture spams I guess. Will have to wait for them to post it up on Facebook and tag me!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPHINE!

2010-01-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

Back home from Aunt's crib, alright I slept throughout because I was more than sleepy. Didn't sleep the whole afternoon only got the glimpse when I reached there and woke up when I felt hungry. Ate and left for home.

Last night was supposed to be a wonderful night.
Drove to Gombak but turned at the wrong junction therefore, I ended being locked up for underaged driving. Was headed on CTE I guess when there was a road block at the very first bus stop.

Was on the phone with Nuovo somemore. But fuck it, this is life, no one the blame. Dad came down to drive the car home, Nuovo walked from Gombak to Bukit Batok Road just to see how was things going. Ah, thanks people. :)

Aftermath, was brought to Ubi, Taffic Police Station where I sat there for that pathetic hours til Benny came to bail me at 7.30am imagine I was caught at 3am and was taken away from the scene at 4.30am and left the station only at 7.30am?

Took cab but I didn't want to go home first therefore went Gombak, met Bert and Nuovo. Til 12pm we decided to leave and head home. 187 with Nuovo but he alighted at Lakeside as he is heading to work at Vivo. I continued and walked home. Hellz.

2010-01-22T23:23:00.012+08:00

Din, Nigel, Bert, Me. :)

(I've no idea why he turned away), Bert, Me.

Me, Bert, Nigel. (Imagine a 2mp iPhone cam could be this clear)

At Nigel's crib. :)

4pm I just woke up because I feel asleep watching Gangster 15 at Nigel's crib with them. Been watching that almost 10 times and finally sick of it. Finally.

Hmm. Roughly evening, Din was finally out, he text Bert and this, that, this, that for awhile. Then left Nigel's crib with Bert, walked to the bus-stop arond his block and 187 home. :)

Reached home, haven't even got to shower, Jiali called me. Met her at Hong Kah East, Wenhong the Orange was there, well, my Fruit Fruit Family they claimed. Weijie, Yide, Amy and Xiaoma was also there.

Sat awhile settled all misunderstandings? Then left for home. Nuovo called and we might be driving tonight! Again? It's 11.30pm now, Bert still haven't reply my text. Going down to drain, I hope not. :(

2010-01-21T03:10:00.002+08:00

Home in the morning as I was over at Titus's crib with Bert and Jason. Had pictures but my N95's memory card died upon me and I was too lazy to transfer from my iPhone because its too troublesome. I'm posting at Nigel's crib as some incident took place just now.

Woke up around 4.30pm, then prepared and headed off to Clementi to catch up with Fuddin, Nigel and Bert come soon later. Met them at the platform and off to Orchard, ION first Din bought 2 tops from Topman.

Walked to FEP. Had lunch there, and I suggest Bugis like usual. LOL.

Reached Bugis, Din bought another 2 tops from Praise, still he wasn't satisfied. He then suggested Mustafa as he wanted to get Casio watch there. So we walked from, BHG > Bugis Street > Burlington > Desker Rd and finally > Mustafa.

Nigel and Din got their watches. Its so fucking cheap compared to normal retail stores. OMFG. The Guess watch that Mummy got for me is going for 206bucks but they only have the one the silver. I wonder where did she got the one in gold. :O

Aftermath, took cab to Gombak with Bert and Nigel. Met Titus, Jason, Kevin under Bert's block and talk about stuffs. Headed off to 7eleven and then to Nigel's crib. Alright, til here baby! Bye.

2010-01-20T03:03:00.003+08:00

I AM SO EXCITED. DRIVING OUT WITH CREW AGAIN!

2010-01-19T17:56:00.005+08:00

Guess what! I actually gave Boatquay a miss last night, supposed to head Bq with R because it was his friend's birthday, but I knew none therefore I headed for Gombak to meet the "crews" instead. Haha!

Been over at Nigel's crib since this morning and its 6pm now and I am still here. Went out with them last night that includes Nigel of course, Bert, Titus, Nuovo, Kel, and two that I don't know their names.

Loitered around Gombak.

From one void deck to another, since 12am to 6am I guess. How tiring just by walking around. And amazingly I feel so soundly asleep at Nigel's crib in the morning, after playing with Bert, I slept even before their eyes. Wow.

Hmm. Heading home soon after Nigel shower. Will be meeting Bert and we are heading to Vivo to repair Nigel's LG Arena. Aftermath Bugis as usual, but this is the very first time the three of us hit of town together. Cool.

Right, he just went to the shower and I doubt he would be that fast. K, til here then. Bye, people! I hope for pictures tonight. :(

2010-01-18T05:52:00.002+08:00

It's like 6 in the morning now and I am still awake at R's crib while he is already asleep which he wasn't suppose to, fuck. Uh, forget it.

Talk-a-bout yesterday then, since its 18th today and I missed out yesterday's post. Woke up in the evening as usual and online for that few pathetic hours. Hit off to Bugis 8.45pm and reached there at 9.30pm, somewhere there.

Spoke to the usuals, changed my iPhone screen protector again although there wasn't any sratches, but I prefer the mirror one. Peiquan then Xiaogui. Jaslin, Molly then Benny which are the Messies. Eugene and Ahgal too. Jose and Joshua won't be working there already. :(

Left with Jerald, Ahsu, R and friend that is the reason why I ended up here. Because I was brought upon. Some fucktard cheated on me, hell yes. Never mind, I have a big heart therefore I won't hold against. Hmm.

I miss Home. Really.

2010-01-16T05:00:00.007+08:00

Woke up around 6pm in the evening and realised I was so late, bathe and quickly flagged a cab downstairs, headed to Bugis caught up with Jiali, Cyndi, Ahjon, Steven, Baby and co. Pool with Dominic. Randy was there too, long time since we really spoke though we didn't spoke much this time.

Kiawee and company was there too, some incident took place was a little disappointed. But this is life. :)

Talk a little with Jiali and Cyndi then off to Bugis Street met the usuals. But surprisingly I chanced upon Lionel and his sister. Walked like rounds, then off to KFC. Then back to street waited for the usuals to knock off and left together.

They made me take to red line home and it was a really long ride home :( because I ended up the last to go home but Richard accompanied me on the phone from Chinese Gard back home. Ok, not that bad. ^^

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656 carpark. Obviously, this is by me.

Fuddin bro!

Nouvo. ^^

On the road towards, on the way to Jurong.

Right, 5.15am now and I just got home because we went driving again. Shall share my day with you, them, they, her, him. I think I posted the morning part already now the noon.

Didn't go for movie, its like to my dissapointment. And we didn't hit town too, Din said he was too lazy. Therefore I headed to Bugis, met the usuals. Hung around with the Messies.

Then Bert called, headed to Plaza Sing, Grand Cathy but were all midnight movies and some couldn't stay overnight. 171 to Bt. Timah went IRC for pool then Nouvo drove us all to Boonlay, drove Dad's car out and the cute thing is, we parked the car to occupy the lot.

Rounding til Tuas from 3.3am to 5am like just before I get online, guess what I was driving. :)
Seriously, I often have fuck-fil-fun day with them, although we just started to hang out together after long time of lost contacts. This often happen for just awhile. But I hope this stays.

Ok. Shall shower now, and get to Facebook. Benny just called wanted to MAC with me. But well, tomorrow night instead, bro. Bye.

2010-01-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

Woke up upon Chaopo's call followed by Amy's and Jiali's, wanted to rushed down to Fuhua Secondary but just after I bathe they told me I can stay home instead, I can't fall back to sleep.

Will be heading town tonight with Din, Bert and some others.
Lunar New Year is less than 30 days away, 29 left and I still haven't got my new clothings, soon I suppose. What tool do you first need for shopping. $, Money, I am like spending them already.

Tomorrow is Saturday and I am heading to Tampines. I think time passes real quickly actually, my birthday is on the Nineth day of Lunar New Year, and I am so looking forward to it like its tomorrow.

Ok, my iPhone is linked to Facebook right now, therefore everytime I receive Facebook comments, my phone would just light up. I regret doing that because, it seriously annoying.

Another, I am always online doesn't mean I am at home. Its from IM+ a application from iPhone. Yeah! Alright, up til here bye, honey.

2010-01-14T05:06:00.004+08:00

Just got home.
Woke up around 4.30pm in the afternoon called Kiawee they're already at Bugis, bathe and headed for Bugis. But hardly got to spend time with them as I was first with Elaine at Parco.

Then down to Street and hung around with Ahgal then with Benny, Jaslin and XiaoGui. Chanced upon JK, Kiawee and co at Street as they were with the girls, shopping I guess? Nelson was really annoying.

Jerald left first because he was playing bastard. Shit him, left with Richard, same like the usual he also alighted at Outram and I continued the journey down. Met brother for dinner as the complained he was starving. And thanks for the treat!

Til here then. Bye, people.

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Hi people, I'm here because I am like trying to update my blog more constent, days have been sort of boring, I suppose? As friends have been going to school and I'm no longer working. Got to get a new job soon, to past some time.

Well, I am current posting from my iPhone, some how I agree this a smart phone, that is maybe the reason why I don't have errors with my spelling, but I don't think it's not the best phone still as it's quite of troublesome. Back to the point, just finished movie at Cineleisure with the unusuals, Din, Bert and Nouvo.

Before, we went driving, kind of reckless but I am just used to it, not the first time, but at least I tried stepping on the accelerator at some time. :)

An hour to go before we head home by the first train, no, we didn't drive here. Was afraid of road blocks, but there weren't any when we were on the cab, kind of regret eh. Hellz, it's 5.15am now and we're at Youth Skate Park, alright up til here. Bai. :B

2010-01-13T01:55:00.002+08:00

I suddenly felt like posting, after seeing what I actually saw, its the exact thing that I previously had. I rather be played and fool with than to stay by you, who doesn't appreciate and deserve.

Or in another way, I rather be the one playing and fooling than to stay by you, I was stupid. But sad to say, I am no longer who I used to be. I saw something that sored my eyes. Now, I hope I didn't.

How much I prayed, you would just disapper into thin air or become like dust. How I hoped I lose my memory and lose everything within the night. How I wished, I didn't get to know every single one of you.

I guess, you plotted to ruin me. Well, you must be very happy that you accomplished your mission. But, no. Although, you ruined me, doesn't mean I am giving up. I will destroy you too. And them. Yes, this will never end you will tell me. But you started this roit.

- Thanks for the wings that made me fly. Thanks for not letting me die. But, I always play the evil, in your eye.

2010-01-12T02:14:00.001+08:00

Hi people. I am currently at Lan with cliques, Kiawee just left. Junkai, Nelson, Ahdan, Ahzhong and Timo are Dotaing their time away, I'm trying to login to Msn with my laptop. Having a hard time here posting with my iPhone. :( Kiawee is gaming with them at home.

Anyway, I chanced upon Dorisa just now when I was at Sembawabg with Pig! How coincidental or rather our hearts clicks so well, met Nelson too, returned his dota disc and left for Bugis that's the reason why I'm with cliques right now. Alright, I think I'm giving up logging in, shall charge my iPhone instead.

Bye now, will further post when I'm home. I feel like going to school! I miss my classmates. :(

2010-01-11T02:41:00.003+08:00

Finally I am updating my blog, I feel that I'm much worse compared to Kenneth. At least when he doesn't update, he gets his friends to do so. :\ I am just plain lazy to ask someone to do so. But well, I doubt anyone have the time to read either.

People, now are either sleeping early for school or work. :( So no one is free to play with me anymore, how saddening. Just got pay for 2 weeks today, won't be working at Messy already, perhaps going over to Spade, lets see what Lynette says.

Life have been going quite well, I stopped spending my money like water because I don't have the time to do so. Next month's my birthday, gta save up. How to celebrate is a hot question. I don't know either. C'on, its within of the 15 days of Lunar New Year, y'see what I mean. Shit.

2010-01-09T11:53:00.003+08:00

Sorry readers, I am on hiatus. Won't be posting til I have the time. :(

2010-01-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

I guess I will give 4th Jan a miss. Because, I went nowhere. Just points?

Jerald gave me a 1.5 litre of mineral water because I was sick during work. :(
Shawn came to entertain me also got something from me as I told him I haven't had a customer since I reached workplace. How sweet?
Benny tried to cheer me up because, Jason's text really pissed me much.
Norman came over to accompany during work because I was all alone. D:
Shawn accompanied me back home. And headed back to AMK.

I somehow, enjoyed today although sales suck ttm. Well, school reopened uh. My birthday is next month! I hope I don't fall ill like last's.

2010-01-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

Its 2pm now and I am still home, haven't caught a glimpse since last night.

Stayed over at Bugis with Junkai, Norman, Kiawee, Nelson, and more, quite a big group. Went to some coffee house as they wanted to get some bites. Aftermath went on seperate ways, as some were going for movie at Cine.

But joined us again, at later time. Went to Fusion one, and the rest came back. Played true or dare and videos were posted up on facebook! Wow. Happening eh. :D I swear, I enjoyed big time with them. Seemed like as if we were back to before.

Junkai was real good last night, he carried my bag all the way without complaining. See how much he actually changed?! Hehe, Kiawee left and we headed to ESC, they DotA. Around 11am, we went on seperate ways, back home.

Right. I've to head off for work naoz, bye babey.

2010-01-02T00:31:00.003+08:00

Whore! I replaced Benny today at XFactor as he was off. It was so busy that I have to wait half and hour after my usual break time before I can go and get something for lunch. Can you imgine that?

My feets are totally sore now. Knocking off soon. :) But heading to Fusion most likely for pool with Reno, Johnamin and his gf. Bye. I doubt I am going home tonight.

2010-01-01T00:58:00.001+08:00

Right. Went to Clarke Quay, Central to catch up with clique and just in time for the beautiful fireworks we had great fun, seriously but many hungover. :( I didn't have enough fun.

Walked over to Boatquay, 12Elements. Settled ourselves down there, Alson was playing such-a bastard I swear. Left around 6am with Reno and Jason. Ah! Have to work again later. I am so tired. :(

Can I not go?

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Work was ok, tabled at Parco today and it was really cold up there, honestly I prefer Bugis Street, I guess its because I know more people there and is more familiar with directions. Kept going down the further escalator. WTF.

But as for the human traffic definately Parco is better as, its not as crowded. Somehow, lazy. :\

Well, left workplace at 10.30pm, Jason came to fetch me, went to Bigbird for dinner with Reno. And, headed home aftermath. Sweet. Gta work tomorrow, because of Gordon, I don't have off day this week! Argh, you owe me a treat on my birthday hor.

2009-12-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

Last day of 2009, I really hope for a great start tomorrow. :(

I've got new year resolutions, I think everyone does but still actions speaks louder than words therefore I see no point posting them here.

Heading to work soon its like 10.45am in the morning and I am so late. Well, I have still no idea where to countdown and who to countdown with. Oh my! Everyone seemed to be going to different places.

Will most likely hit Boatquay for drinks. Bye hunnies. Happy New Year in advanced!

2009-12-30T01:22:00.002+08:00

Was again late for work, 5 days and I am late for 4. Wow?!

Went to Aljunied for breakfast then train home. A long journey indeed. I wonder why I am torturing myself always, especially after clubs. OMGz, I am never going to do this again, I hope?

Eh, work was okay Benny was playing such-a joker. I admit, he always is.
Left Bugis at 11.30pm because I waited for Wangzi to knock off, but we only took one station together, totally pathetic.

Gald I didn't fall asleep as I almost did at Jur East. I am currently of Msn with Amos. Wonder where to Countdown tomorrow. Boatquay, Vivo, Butterfact, Zirca or the largest Countdown Party at Marina Barrage!? :O

2009-12-29T01:20:00.002+08:00

I am posting at work now. 2 hours late, gosh. I wanted to wake up, but my bed kept pulling me back therefore, I gave in. I hope time don't pass so slowly, speed up! Speed up! I am so looking forward to Supper tonight!

> 11pm. Finally knock off. Walking to Supper right now. :)
Hope to see familiar faces there. Definately will! Because I saw Mark and brothers. Well, Kenneth and Gordon are here too. But Amos gave this club a miss. Alright, bye people!

2009-12-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

Mahjong and stayed over Kenneth's crib last night. He woke me up in the morning, then headed to Tampines around 5pm went back to Jur. Laze at home for awhile, then headed to Bugis to meet Norman because he said he wanted to meet me. :)

Strolled around Bugis Street for less than 5minutes while waiting for Jodi to knock off, bought 2 tops. She knocked off at 10.30pm then headed down to Pasir Ris, she went back to Choa Chu Kang after accompanying me.

Met Amos at Escape and we walked to Pasir Ris Park together.
Chilled then left at 3am? Met Gordon at 477 til 5am I cab home. Saw some Typical bengs, slacking just under my block. Suay.

Overdue picture look at what Kenneth said! And below were taken a Alcova because Amos asked. There are even more of them, but I am plain lazy. :\

Bye now! ^^

2009-12-27T00:26:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to work today cause Gordon called me in the morning and asked me to accompany him til he falls asleep and the idea of not working came across my mind, I went to bathe with my phone because Gordon asked me to.

After he fall asleep I went back to sleep.
Mummy woke me up and went Toa Payoh Hub. And she bought, Viva iPhone case for me and a pair of loafers.

Dad drove us to Plaza Singapura after that, Mummy got me a very pretty lanyard and a chio ttm iPhone cover. Omgz, I've the best Mum on Earth! Went to have Rochor beancurd then headed home.

I am heading to Kenneth's crib later! Bai.

2009-12-26T01:24:00.002+08:00

I overslept even though Mum woke me up. Was late for work again, this time an hour! :O

Work wasn't much of fun today, it was dead boring. But I saw someone I couldn't get my eyes off! Sounds exaggerating though. :)

Again work ended at 10.30pm. Jiawei and company came to look for me then they went off. Met Jodi and headed home together as she was staying at Choa Chu Kang. We talk about stuffs at Jur East station. Til 11.30pm went of seperate ways.

Got home, online! And realised Kenneth wasn't. :(

2009-12-25T01:12:00.000+08:00

Chirstmas eve today and I have to work. Stayed over at Kenneth's crib last night for mahjong, nap for awhile and heade back home, bathe and to work. Was late again. Yes, you guessed it there is something wrong with my puctuality, seriously.

Work ends at 10.30pm, played snow spray around with Benny, Xiaogui, Jacky and some others then cab to Alcova and caught up with Eric, Garrison, Jonas, Jiazheng and Adrian. Back to back, they didn't dance much, I think?

Spent my Christmas countdown inside the club til 1.30am.
Police raided the place at 1.45am how lucky was I, not at all after the raid, they bounced all 18 and below. :( Sat outside til 4am with Amos and friend, someone I met there.

They suggested Jln Kayu, therefore Garrison's dad drove us to Boat Quay. Went to Whales, Next Stop, 12Elements and V3. Coincidentally Reno was there! 5am cab to Jln Kayu, chilled at 9am I left for home.

Yeah, worked again on Christmas day but Kenneth's came to look for me at 10pm and waited for me to knock off. How sweet! Chilled outside Burger King til 11.30pm took train home.

OMG I HAVEN'T SLEPT FOR CONSECUTIVELY 3 DAYS!!
And lastly, Merry Christmas readers!

2009-12-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

Black woke me up for work today, but still I was late. :/

Headed off for Bugis rougly 10.30am, work starts at 11am. Started off at Street by was asked to go over to Parco's Messy instead. Sales was great, I guess? Had bento box for lunch. Sucha long time since I last had that!

People there were friendly and very easy to get along with, Ellaine was my day one partner, she's really nice. I guess this would be the first job that I enjoyed my day one so much! Well, left workplace at 10.20pm and headed to Street. Met Reno there and 63 to Kenneth's crib.

Til here then, working tomorrow at 11am again. Hurrrray!

2009-12-22T00:38:00.006+08:00

Mummy woke me up 8am in the morning. :(

Comp and went back to sleep. Woke up around 2pm, bathe then off to meet Jiawei at Lakeside til around 5pm he has to go work therefore I went to Orchard to meet Kenneth, Black and Martin.

Walked around Fareast as they wanted to get their school bags. Headed off to Kenneth's crib aftermath, 11pm back home. Black and Martin are both at my crib now and they're having sex right now.

Ok, I admit I've been very lazy lately, promise to post a longer one next time. And lastly, I miss Kenneth Tan x1234567890. Bai.

2009-12-21T01:09:00.002+08:00

Woke up around 1pm, bathe then 178 to Cwp. Headed off to Singtel first to get the queue number which was like 1092, hellz. Luckily for the sake of the phone, I am patient. :) Went over to Civic. Roughly around 4.45pm back to Cwp.

Waited for like 1 and a half hour as there were still 30 numbers before mine is called. And it takes me only 20minutes to get my contract signed and the payment done. Trained down to Sembawang at 6pm to return the simcard to its lawful owner.

980 to Bugis and caught up with Eric and Benjamin.
But to my disappointment they already finished shopping before I even reached. They accompanied me around street and then to Burger King, waited for Chiali and XiaoMa, got dinner settled at LJS.

Back to Jurong around 11pm, met Janice at the Coffee Bean and again waited for Ahleong. Took 198 to 425. Met Jiajia at 496 they had their dinner there, aftermath I left for home. Charging that iPhone naoz. Pretttttty. Til here then, bai. :B

2009-12-20T07:10:00.003+08:00

Woken up by Mummy in the afternoon and went to bathe, left home roughly 2pm to Aunt's crib was very sleepy throughout the journey I haven't been sleeping well lately, obviously that goes without saying, yes MSN and Facebook is my current addiction.

Slept for hours after mahjong. Woken up by Kenneth's text, then had dinner. :)

9pm went down to Sembawang to get my things from Nelson's Mum and cab home aftermath.
Its 10pm now and I am off to St. James not to party but for some other reasons, I am so raging furious now. Bye. 8o

2009-12-20T03:30:00.010+08:00

OMG.
I can only tell you this, you're unbelievablely ridiculous. You forced me to do this, it didn't came arcoss my mind at all or rather before but you made me do this. Tell you what; You are no longer that Nelson I used to know. Must think this sentence looks familiar?

Reason because you told me this years back. Didn't expect this to reflect back onto you? You really overestimated yourself. I didn't realised you are worst than I do til today. How childish you can actually be. Me, a loser. Looks like someone is calling the kettle black. :)

Surprised that I will have this up? Well, obviously you underestimated me then.

2009-12-19T00:41:00.005+08:00

Woke up around 12pm in the noon supposed to meet Chiali after she accompanied her brother to repair his phone but there wasn't sufficient time therefore didn't, she should be at Malaysia now.

Went Jurong Point with Mummy had curry chicken for lunch then went to Singtel aftermath bought KFC for brother then headed home. Left for Admiralty at 6.30pm to meet Cynthia and Yongren.

Train back to Pioneer and met Eric waited for Alan at KFC then walked over to a nearby void deck. Back to the coffee shop then to 707 waited for Garrison, but he didn't came over. Walked to 651 for very late dinner then back home.

Kenneth called me just now during his break just to say misses me (Y). How sweet. Jealous?

2009-12-18T21:42:00.006+08:00

Second post because I am surprisingly at home right now.
Didn't get my results today because Dad say there isn't a need to. Therefore met Lynette roughly 3.30pm at Sembawang MRT platform as we were heading to Orchard.

Walked to Far East met Kenneth and Jeth for that pathetic 15minutes to talk about somethings then they went to work. We looked around Far East and left for Bugis after awhile. Lynette went to interview for Spade at Bugis Street while I went for LegenD and Zinc.

Headed over to Junction MOS for milktea then went on seprate ways, met Mummy at Redhill MRT then took the train to Boonlay, went to Singtel@Jurong Point looked at the iPhone deals then head home.

Lastly, I actually think there isn't a need for me to waste my time to post this portion for You therefore be grateful that I still did after long hesitation. Don't you think You are being very unreasonable? Honestly I do not know what has gone wrong with You.

I wonder who is the one being ridiculous this time round. Well, if You want it this way, I can't stop You either. I ain't You, call me a Loser look at Yourself are You any better? Me getting from bad to worst, are You any better? Remember You were once with me.

If I am a Loser all I can say, so are You. A Loser for being with a Loser. :)

Last Christmas

2009-12-18T12:51:00.003+08:00

I felt my heart aching when I listen to Last Chirstmas but I kept wondering which Christmas did I ever spent with Nelson and I got the answer it was 2007 and I had it alone on 2008 I guess 2009 too.

Will be meeting Yuxuan, Lynette and Dorisa perhaps later. Might be meeting Chiali too. Aftermath, I hope Kenneth and the others come over to my place for mahjong $.$, its turning me on just by thinking about it.

And I miss Cynthia Wi. She makes me feels bisexual, but I love her. This is what I call bestfriends, she is always there for me be it good or bad times. So does Yuxuan and Dorisa. Cheers baby.

2009-12-17T00:15:00.009+08:00

Woken up by Xinhao's call in the afternoon. It was then I realised I fell asleep talking to Kenneth last night I was wondering why I don't usually fall asleep talking to Nelson. Got up then online, msn and spammed on Facebook.

Bathe and left home roughly 6pm. 198 to block 425 to meet Chiali, 198 again to 208 went to Jiajia's crib, Janice was there too had dinner I was starving aftermath left for Boonlay Market.

240 to Jurong Point ate durian puffs and chocolate chiffon mini muffins while walking. So unglam I know. Waited for Ahleong then went over to Cheers, chanced upon Andrew and Anson, still that cute but became naughtier now. Left for home around 11pm.

11.30pm planned to go Kenneth's crib for mahjong therefore asked Dad to drive me to the MRT station but to my disappointment the last train left 15minutes ago. Back home then.

I think Kenneth will love my profile part very much. And Mummy says my hair colour is too red. But she likes (Y). Kenneth, Black and Martin are playing mahjong over at Kenneth's crib now, I am so jealous. Omgz, I wantttttttttttt! :(

2009-12-16T22:46:00.004+08:00

Morning pestered Kenneth to get up to shower then headed off to Lavender alone as Kenneth has to go to school to get his new set of uniform and shoes for school. Chiali wanted to get her passport renewed.

Spent hours waiting had ice-cream as the weather was raging hot. Took cab over to Bugis, 269 for lunch with Fel and Meiling and 2 other friends. Kenneth then came over to look for us. He then left with his friends to Bugis Street while we went to VL, AhJon joined us too.

Fusion for pool, game with Fel and Laoshu then left to Haji Lane to catch up with Kenneth for awhile left roughly 7pm to 269, coincidentally we all took the same train but alights at different stations. Back home finally got to log in to my Facebook, back into it again.

I want to see Cynthia soon. :(
I suspect I've split personality, I can be sweet and innocent and just with a snap of a finger I can be as vicious and unstoppable. Just which me, do you want? Its so complicating.

2009-12-15T07:55:00.004+08:00

I know it's like zomgwtf early right now.

First I would like to wish Lua Junlong a Happy Birthday and also to my eldest aunt! Must have enjoyed yourself at Sembawang Gdn last night! Until you forgot to ask me down, best ah. Start to feel a little regret taking the initiative to text you, joke. :B

Right. Am now at Kenneth's crib or rather since last night, well haven't caught a glimpse but still not tired though. Jeth just left, Black and Martin left ealier on. Chai is having chalet later on and he say he would text me later morning shall wait and see where his heart is.

Headed off to Cynthia's crib at 12pm messed up her wardrobe while waiting for her to be ready after doing it I fell asleep but just for that 1/2 and hour while she was preparing herself.

Aftermath we head off to my place. Hurrrray! We got ourself fully entertained during the journey back home, coloured my hair again because it seemed to be fading, wanted to dry my hair but Kenneth said he reached therefore walked over to 651.

And back home. They waited for me and it started to rain cats and dogs. Tried all ways walking to the nearest MRT station but there was no avail. Had no other choice, we waited for it to get lighter. Took the train down to Cityhall from Boonlay as I accompanied Kenneth first.

He headed back to Eunos while we meet Yongren at the platform. Off to Sembawang had KFC. Chanced upon Chunleng there they suggested mahjong to pass time, Xinhao joined us walked over to Yongren's crib. Omgz, unbelievably I won $40 that night!

Cab over to Kenneth's crib at 3am.

2009-12-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

Been on the phone with Cynthia and Yongren hours before. After they hung up, Kenneth called was on the phone with him for hours though we don't have much to share but we seemed to be enjoying the silence.

Supposed to meet Cynthia later afternoon but because her television is coming on Wednesday they might probably do some preparations today that means I might not be able to meet her. Omg! I don't want this. :(

Right. Now Kenneth and Samuel are playing DotA together.
I feel that I change very fast, was so into Facebook days before but I am like losing interest already. Tell you what, I admit I am very lazy to update my Tumblr.

Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.
Kenneth♥ wants a long post from me.

2009-12-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

Past few days was really a hangover. Getting over Nelson completely is not really possible. But I still tried. Thanks to those who stayed by me throughout, standing by me telling me that I should live on well even without Nelson.

And I think so too because even if I am torturing myself won't bring him back. Therefore I made up my mind, I should move on. Be it with or without him, my goal now in life would be possible only if I start now and not waste time. :)

Life is slowly getting better now with people that I currently mix with.

Before I forget tomorrow is Junlong's birthday better have this up here before I forgets to wish him tomorrow. Shall pester him to bring me to drink again. Alright, I shall go concentrate talking to Cynthia. I am neglecting her. Will post a proper one soon. Ciaoz, bai, Alios.

2009-12-13T10:06:00.001+08:00

People must be thinking how could I let go of a 17months relationship this quickly and yet moving fast smoothly. Reason is because the world is revolving each second and people are changing, how long do you expect me to linger on?

Life have been going on well for me and I like how it is now. But I doubt its til the extend that I could rely on myself yet because I admit that I have been relying on Nelson maybe these 4 years.

I am changing myself not for Nelson. Perhaps for the next one that I open my doors for. Trying out new things, adapting to the different types of environment outside really feels different, still I learn to go through good and awful times alone, to overcome obstacles I meet myself as I said; I won't be relying on anyone else now.

Still if this incident don't take place maybe I wouldn't understand so much. Its a good and also vice-versa, but I am accepting all now. Time don't stop for me, I used to be naive and never wanted to face reality. Changes is taking place now. :)

A brand new start

2009-12-12T05:06:00.000+08:00

I think its time I stop dwelling and move on it has been so long I guess I have already got over Nelson. I admit this period of time wasn't easy for me but also because of this incident I learnt a lot, I should stand up from where I fell. It is time I change to be a better person.

Realising and persuding.
I realised my goals in life and I am persuding with my own hands, I also learnt to be a better person. Forgive and forget. Holding grudges doesn't mean things would change perhaps it will but definately not to a better stage. :)

I used to thought no one cares about me, I thought when I lost him I lost the world not til someone told me this; The world doesn't stop revolving for anyone but just how I see it to be. Time can't go back what is done can never be undone.

Been living life to the fullest. Finally realised what happiness really is. Though it is a little late but definately better than not even realising. Knowing that people around me cares for me, I am satisfied. To be demanding obviously equals to losing it all.

To be a better person is my goal right now and I know where I should start. Tomorrow is always a new day, yesterday will never come back. I have to learn to be independent to only rely on myself because I wouldn't know, who will be walking out upon me next.

情爱的

2009-11-08T04:52:00.000+08:00

每当我想起你那时对我说的那些话，我都会不知不觉地流眼泪。想你为我所做过的，想你对我说过的。

Honestly speaking that particular day meant a lot to me. Although it neither pretty nor sweet memories that are supposed to be kept. It was supposed to be a day that will take everything away. But still, I kept that very day securely in my heart.

Because that was the day I realised how much you ever loved me. Just by reading those words you wrote to me, I finally realised I was really foolish to always making those wildful mistake just to draw your attention. The mindset I have all long was that, you just liked me instead of love.

I swear I never know that a ordinary me could play such a important part in your life. I was really happy or rather I am very happy to know that but it was too late. I thought that was the last time we're going to be together.

And at that point of time I really hoped I won't see you again. Because I know it would take up a very long time just to forget you. I said all mean things just to make you say you hate me. But everytime I critisize you, I felt worst.

Everytime I looked as if I don't care is when I care and concern the most. The more you say you love me the more I feel the regret of not cherishing you. That night, you left me waiting for you just under your block, alone in the middle of the night. I couldn't contact you.

I felt so lost, that was when I realised I cannot make myself to hate you. And when I went up to your place just to dial your number. I didn't want to see you because I thought it would be the last time I see you. But I still went afterall.

Sitting with you outside Crystal alone. Make me feel worst I felt like crying but things that you told me on 4th Nov afternoon make me not shed a tear. I, first thought it was really over between us until you suddenly held me and told me, "我今天做工时，想了很多，想我不能没有你".

I was speechless at that time. Everything ran through me was; If you loved me why would you leave me waiting for you alone and not showing up? If you loved me why do you want to shout those hurting words over the phone? You even said, you didn't want me. You disown me.

Felt so neutral. I couldn't feel myself falling for you again.
First I couldn't figure out if I really love you or am I just used to you. Until someone spoke to me, she asked me about you and I, I told her that. She told me, 当你会有这么的一个想法，你已经爱上他了。

I went on thinking about it, was it true, until I realised even within your embrace I could cried so hard. With you just beside me yet I am still afarid that you would be someone else's one day. I realised, you're the one I can't live without.

People say; Not find someone you can live with but find someone you can't live without.
You're that someone I can't live without. I never want to lose you, I am telling myself everyday never kept words I want to say because I will never have all the time in the world to tell you.

Now, I want to tell you.
Baby, I never want to lose you. I can't go on without you, I love you.